My Best Friend (is missing)

I know you lied to me
I don't know what is the truth
And what is a lie

But I do know
That is cannot all be a lie
I know that at least
At least our connection was real

I know that you were my best friend
And I know you were the best I ever had
I know that you understood me
And I know that you cared

I know that you let me in
I know that you know that
I understood you as well

I want to talk to you again
No matter how hard I try
It's only you I want around

I have made new friends
I have branched out
But I still want to talk to you
I still want to call you my best friend

I know you miss this about us too
Our friendship couldn't be a lie
Our friendship was real
Even with all the lies.

I miss you.
I miss my best friend

I know I cannot pursue this
I know you will not let me
I also know that it will cause you
To lose the new girl
And that is not what I want
I only want my friend back

I think about calling you all the time
I pray for you every night
And I beg for a friend like you
To come back into my life.

Sometimes I feel so lonely
I know you will understand
I know I won't even have to explain

But I cannot call you.
And I miss you so much.
I hope you can be my friend
Again someday soon.