Losing You.

Your voice is fading
From my memory
I can no longer
Hear your laughter
Even when I close my eyes
I know I only see
The pictures on my computer screen

I promised myself
I would never reach this point
I spent months
Committing you to memory

I haven't forgotten you
I just don't remember
As easily as I did
When we first had to part

I still think of you daily
You always make me smile
Sometimes the memory
Of your love
Even makes me cry

I miss you desperately
I need to see you again
But When? And How?

I fear you won't remember me
I fear the reunion
Might be
Bittersweet.

Will seeing you again
Be enough for me?
Will it be the same?
Or will I only regret
All the miles between us
And all the time we have lost?

You changed my life
The first time we touched
I want your laughter
To ring in my ears again
I want your smile
To light my way

I want to be by your side
I never want to be without you
I miss you so much
I didn't expect these feelings
To linger

I miss you.
I love you.
I need you.

Someday.
Somehow.

I will never forget
All the ways you
Changed my life
Forever.