It's funny how one word, one thought, one moment can change everything. I was watching tv tonight. The couple had separated over a year ago on this show, but when he had a mental breakdown, she still went to his side. I knew that my heart would always want to do that for Travis. It made me tear up a little, I will admit it. I know it is silly, it was just a tv show! However, just that moment, that brief passing thought, has made me a little bit sad tonight. However, I will not cry from it tonight, I am healing. I know that healing sometimes comes with a little bit of pain. I know that healing takes time. And I know that I am taking the right steps towards healing. It's just funny how the smallest comment or word, or song, or whatever, can change your mood completely, make you remember things you try to forget, and to make you remember where you came from.
Just thought I would share that it was strange to me, to suddenly remember so much about my relationship with Travis, from one scene on a crime show!
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