I have surgery in 3 days, and I am terrified. I want you by my side for it, despite all the pain I have felt. I am scared, and I want my best friend. I want you to comfort me, I want you to care. I want you to be there when I wake up. You are no where to be found, and all I want is you by my side. I am scared and you are my first thought.
But I will go without admitting my fears aloud. I will go probably without you knowing. I will go scared, but not let on. And I will wake up wanting you, but I will not tell anyone that.
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