Lesson or Test?

I love you.
I miss you more every day
I don’t understand
Why someone so perfect for me
Is gone from my life

I ask God
Because I know He has a reason
But I don’t know what it is
I don’t know if He is testing me
Or if it’s a lesson I need to learn

Either way, without you
I can’t think straight
I cannot be calm enough
Without you,
My life is Chaos.

How can that be God’s plan?

I try every day
To forget my love for you
But how do you forget
A calmed and peaceful soul?

I ask God, knowing that He
Should be the one to bring me
The feelings you bring me

I know by the silence
It’s up to me to figure out
I don’t know how to do it
When I miss you more
Every day.